Waking up several times at night super confused not knowing where I am at the moment – should I worry? To be honest, I love to travel, I love to be in different places every day, to spontaneously book flights to cities I have never been before and create memories, go on adventures. But as lovely this life might sound, it is as exhausting especially when I am traveling overseas. Time difference sucks! The past few months have been crazy and due to jetlag, lack of sleep and especially because I am constantly overwhelming myself with new projects I ended up at the doctor’s cause of serious stomach pain. Stress it is, he said, stay at home and rest, he said, but how come if I am ‚constantly on vacation‘? Well, let’s make something clear: the majority of the people do not see the real me, my real life and things I sometimes have to struggle with. For example: I’m currently designing my collection with BikBok and travel to Norway several times a month, but still need to be in Vienna every 2-3 weeks for my projects with WOMAN and not to forget, I am ambassador for many brands and need to spend time organizing shoots and creating images, inbetween attending events in other countries every month, filming projects for TV, plus I am working with several travel and PR agencies which always offer spontaneous extra jobs and of course, I always try to fit some personal travel in my schedule and last but not least keeping you guys updated on social media. Basically, I am at home once a month for a super short time, which of course makes me sad because I do miss my family and friends. I do not complain, I never would, because I am SO THANKFUL for everything but I want to make things a bit more understandable. I am human and I struggle, for sure. I have spent the past weeks in Australia, Greece, Serbia, France, Germany, Montenegro, Italy, LA and Vegas, and hey, I was the happiest person EVER. My dream came true, finally going to the States! However, have I mentioned that I missed important flights, even booked the wrong flights, lost my credit cards, lost my iPhone (!!), passed out, cancelled big projects, had big fights with close friends, stressed out because of.. stress? No, because I kind of wanted to keep negative things private, but I guess I should not, right? I am at the point where I just want to slow down, take it easy and enjoy moments. And I am so sorry if I sound unthankful complaining about life or something, I swear I am not, but it is a bit of a relief to just right down my thoughts even tho they might sound negative. :(
Anyways, let’s change topic now and talk about nicer things :D Here is an outfit that you guys favorited a lot on my Instagram. Zorana took those images of me in Belgrade before I headed to Los Angeles. See all outfit details below!!
Talk to you soon,